Tinggal separuh

Hilang separuh. Hilang...

Pejam tanpa celik.

Gelap tanpa cahaya.

Sesat tanpa arah.

Dan yang tinggal adalah bahagian yang tidak berguna tanpa yang lagi sebelah.

Seperti aku tanpa...

Dendam

Wa benci ah sama lu.
Dulu kita lepak-lepak, borak-borak, gelak-gelak.
Sekarang, wa carik lu, batang hidung pun tak nampak.
Wa benci ah sama lu.
Dulu calling-calling, caring-caring, kamcing-kamcing.
Sekarang, wa carik lu, tak jumpa walau pusing keliling.
Wa benci ah sama lu.
Wa benci.
Wa rindu lu, tapi langsung tak ketemu.
Takpe.
Nanti wa buat lu rindu wa.
Lepas tu wa nak menyorok, hilang.
Tak mau bagi lu jumpa.
Padan muka lu.

I am

Drifting along with the wind.

(Sometimes calm, sometimes stormy.

i am with the wind.

small and insignificant.

with random temperament.

Never faithful.

Maverick is the name of my soul.

i am falling. falling into a hollow in my chest.

hopeless.

Never faithful to You.

And still, I'm saved.

by you.

small. insignificant.)

But still loved.

by you.

Hari ini

Happy Birthday J...

this heart. (not made of a single strand of string)

Because there are lots in it.
     The blue sky. faithful and unforgotten.
     The red phoenix. majestic and epic.
     The yellow canary. sweet and free.
     The black wind. passed and staying.
     The white everythings.
     And the colorless nothings.

Because there are more than just lovey dovey love. (And they are self explanatory)
     The love for arts.
     The love for adventure.
     The love for man. Mankind I mean.
     Etc.

Because (as humans do) there are hatred. (Also self explanatory)
    The hatred for Mondays.
    The hatred for traffic congestion.
    The hatred for stuck ups.
    Etc.

Because there is you.

Dialog hari ini.

L: Eyh, korang nak lunch dengan P tak hari ni?
J: Tak kot, kenapa?
L: Hm, aku ingat nak menyibuk jap, nak mintak tolong sket *sengih*
J: Eh, P mana ada layan perempuan.
L: *gelak* I'm thinking about professional help here J.


Sebenarnya, kalaupun betul P tak layan perempuan. P pernah cakap "Kau? Kau bukan perempuan." Maka, apa yang boleh kita simpulkan di sini?

post script buat P, kalau aku bukan perempuan, aku adalah gay.

Neo-romantic

It is to fall in love with a rebel.
-because I might fall in love with you, but you don't necessarily love me back.
It is neo-romantic to fall in love with you.