Thursday, April 8, 2010

Jatuh

Jatuh
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Jatuh dalam gelap. kelam.
Jatuh dan cuba pegang.
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Sesuatu yang kau cuba percaya
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Mereka yang kau cuba percaya
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Malang.
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Percaya adalah sebuah penipuan yang gelap.
Dan kau terus jatuh.
Sendiri.
Kau tahu perasaan putus asa?
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Dan terus jatuh lagi.
Kau mula pejam mata dan rela.

Friday, April 2, 2010

Self serving good deeds

She said, "Good deeds are actually self serving. That's how human are capable of doing good. Because they want to leave good impression. They want others to think they are good."

I know this to be true before she said it. I do things for others because it made me feel good. Because I did things I regret, in a way I try to amend. It is self-serving. It's good for my soul. But not because what others think of me. I couldn't care less really.

Listening to: How to Save a Life - The Fray