Wednesday, February 24, 2010

this heart. (not made of a single strand of string)

Because there are lots in it.
     The blue sky. faithful and unforgotten.
     The red phoenix. majestic and epic.
     The yellow canary. sweet and free.
     The black wind. passed and staying.
     The white everythings.
     And the colorless nothings.

Because there are more than just lovey dovey love. (And they are self explanatory)
     The love for arts.
     The love for adventure.
     The love for man. Mankind I mean.

Because (as humans do) there are hatred. (Also self explanatory)
    The hatred for Mondays.
    The hatred for traffic congestion.
    The hatred for stuck ups.

Because there is you.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Dialog hari ini.

L: Eyh, korang nak lunch dengan P tak hari ni?
J: Tak kot, kenapa?
L: Hm, aku ingat nak menyibuk jap, nak mintak tolong sket *sengih*
J: Eh, P mana ada layan perempuan.
L: *gelak* I'm thinking about professional help here J.

Sebenarnya, kalaupun betul P tak layan perempuan. P pernah cakap "Kau? Kau bukan perempuan." Maka, apa yang boleh kita simpulkan di sini?

post script buat P, kalau aku bukan perempuan, aku adalah gay.

Thursday, February 18, 2010


It is to fall in love with a rebel.
-because I might fall in love with you, but you don't necessarily love me back.
It is neo-romantic to fall in love with you.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Titik yang tak pernah letih

Jalan aku lalu, kali itu bersama orang lain
Jalan yang sama aku jalani denganmu

Dulu aku jalan nyanyi-nyanyi
Kini walau berdua aku sepi

Neon seorang pokok dua orang
Jalan konkrit, jalan tar
Ada aku, ada kereta
Dan orang asing yang aku tak tahu siapa

jalan kali ini tak seindah bersama kamu
senyum datang jarang
gelak tak galak.

Apa kali ini titik datang tanpa letih
Menimpa aku yang baru nak bertatih?

*Dan kau, tak datang lagi untuk selamatkan aku.
Dan kau, di dunia ini; di mana aku tak tahu.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010


Di earplug, ada suara Justin Timberlake.

Tapi hati aku memuja piring hitam.

Ada chips kentang di meja.

Tapi selera aku mahukan kerepek pisang.

Dia mengetuk hati aku.

Tapi aku hanya mahu kamu.

Hati yang sering berkata tapi.

Tapi yang melingkar hati dan tak pergi.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Note to the other me

I miss you and your thoughts.

I miss being you.

And most importantly, I miss being free.

Sometimes, we just went lost.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

The Visit

Hello there. How are you? Good? Glad to know. So, what brings you here?

Yes, why don't you sit while I get you a cup of tea.

Let me find my limbs first.



-i'm broken.

-Of course you know i am.

Oh, here they are!

I'll get you the tea now.

So, how do you like it?

Oh! Too sweet? I'm sorry, it was tasteless the last time, so I thought more sugar would do it.

-Lost my tastebuds as well

I'll get you another one. Oh, no. It's not a trouble at all.

You're sure? Oh, okay then.

So, you're here to see me? Why is that?

Oh. About that. Well, I don't do that anymore.

-You see how broken i am.

Find someone else. This is not my department anymore.

All those that I've been through, has done me alot damage.

Please have mercy.

-Would you wait for a while, i'll make you another tea, with less sugar.

No? Sure? It's not a problem at all.

-Just a little while.

Oh, ok. Take care then.

-i hate to see people go.

Be careful not to step on anything.

-ouch! That's my heart you just stomped on.

Oh, don't worry, this thing breaks all the time, I'll get it mend in a while. Thank you for visiting.

Yes, you too.